Kylie's

four six four

2012-01-29T07:57:00.000-08:00

Reminder People; it's time to resume the boring hectic routines after all, how great?! Therefore i should now bury myself in the dumpsite and roll myself with the blanket and ham choi pillow in order to enter my wonderful slumberland. Goodnight people!
P/s: please grant me a sweet dream!

four six three

2012-01-27T07:20:00.000-08:00

Well...i guess i've missed out quite number of posts and i shall compensate back to blogger since i don't think i have much readers. (thanks for reading anyway)I'm thinking to set it to private but i still feel like sharing while expressing myself. Not only sadness and emo-ness but also happiness and joy to be spread around or perhaps, to be SHARED. Muahahaha...do you know? My wish came true before the first day of CNY! The thing is, it's unexpected yet expected before i could even try to expect anything. Right, confusion! Well, i got the phone at last! S2 baby and i'm still exploring the awesome functions and apps. Pretty cool! Next, chinese new year is ending soon...for me. Time to leave this kingdom and back to the dump site where you're nothing at all. Gosh...how reluctant to leave and holidays are far away it seems due to the noob replacement classes during the next few weekends.
p/s: i still wanna be a princess here...

four six two

2012-01-21T08:47:00.000-08:00

Today's a tiring day, after helping Aunty May to bake the tarts especially. Even a pack of chicken rice could taste so good when you're extremely hungry and tired. Of course hoping for a little dessert like a sundae or mcflurry to complete the dissatisfaction but didn't get to buy it somehow. Someone still owe me on that, i'll remember!
p/s: tomorrow is the last day of rabbit year, let's welcome dragon year with more wonderful events and less worries!

four six one

2012-01-20T09:05:00.000-08:00

Mum and Cny shopping occupied my day, thanks for the lovely dress and i shall wear it on the first day of chinese new year. Gonna be prepared of adding a little pounds due to the feast over feast for the coming festival! Hope to share the happiness around and please be strong to face and go through the problems! Good luck everyone and happy shopping for the coming Cny!
p/s: i wonder if there are any reunions and whoever is kind enough to count me in? i feel neglected and left out, like i dont have any friends???!

four six zero

2012-01-19T06:52:00.000-08:00

That's right! I'm already home, back in ipoh currently! Wuhoooo~ Really grateful that there are no classes on every friday for this semester! wheeee~ Just had the most satisfying dinner with family and had been sharing the stories about the korea trip with them. Indirectly told my dad about the class trip for this coming june and out of a sudden, he kinda encouraged me to go to Australia, i have no idea why he suddenly said; "Girl, go travel to Australia la next time!" I was shock and at the same time excited! Muahahaha....Anyway, i'm still waiting for him to get me the phone, should i just ask him or wait till he suddenly bring me to the shop and get for it spontaneously??! How la??!
p/s: CNY is coming!!! anyone wants to come to my house and 'bai nin'??

four five nine

2012-01-18T02:49:00.000-08:00

Due to the malfunction air-cond in the car, i finally caught a flu, twice. Imagine getting stuck in a traffic jam with the stupid hot air blowing under the bright sun and then you're perspiring before entering the super cold classroom to blow dry you and then you walk under the sun again for lunch before resuming your classes and heading home in that hot and cold environment...pheww...how great?!! I've totally lost my patience and can't wait to get back home for the coming festival! One more day to go! Time to pack and think of what to shop for before driving home tomorrow!
p/s: manicure and pedicure in RED, all because of the CNY mood! Wheeeee~~

four five eight

2012-01-16T01:50:00.000-08:00

Ahhhh Chiuuuuu!!! *sneezing and keeps wrapping wan tan now*
Oh well, what a great day to start with?! Got up around 6.50am and started preparing myself for my first class for this new semester. The worst routine that i can't skip everyday is the freaking heavy traffic, it was jammed all the way from the subang airport highway down to the SS15 roundabout which i was stuck for almost 45 mins in order to get to sunway area. Damnnnn! Fortunately, i still got my parking with a rate of Rm2 instead of using my season pass in sunway pyramid due to the suspension for not topping up the amount after a month, still considering whether to renew it and pay for the fine OR just forget about the season pass thing and park my car at some random places. Sigh. How complicated if you own a car, drive it to college and fight for a little space to park every single day?! And of course i'll be getting free sauna in the car this week because of the air-cond problem! So stressful, i know right? However, there's a little happiness to share; result has been released and was really delighted to see the A's again! =D Welcome home sweethearts! I'm gonna gather all of you together till i graduate, hopefully! *fingers crossed* Classes were still fine, not that boring since we've to plan for the project for the coming outbound tour to other country in this coming June! Well, just got back from korea and now i've to start planning for my next trip again; probably to somewhere regional like cambodia, indonesia, philippines, laos, vietnam, myanmar, brunei, thailand or singapore. I know right, the places seem dull and less attractive, what to do? Sunway is paying for us and we have no choice but to choose the cheapest in order to fit the budgets which they have fixed. Alright, i guess that's all for now, back to my series while snacking on the CNY cookies which my cousin brought back all the way from ipoh. CNY is coming and i shall shop for some clothes for my mum, brothers and daddy!!
p/s: i miss home so much....*mum called and complimented on my results, she was so happy and so do i!* =)

four five seven

2012-01-15T04:01:00.000-08:00

Right now, if you're to give me a plate of hot rice with a fried egg and some soya sauce, i would clear the whole plate within 10 seconds! That's right! The hunger is obviously more than just an ordinary stomach growling hungry. Should i just get some cereals to feed and satisfy my poor tummy?? *skipped that first*
The trip to South Korea was awesome and my first stop was Seoul city itself. It's a busy and pretty modern place with all the skyscrapers and advanced technology like samsung or apple products everywhere. I was amazed that all the taxi drivers had a big GPS system in order to send their passengers to their destinations and of course the fares are expensive but for the locals, they are reasonable due to the higher costs of living. Not only teenagers but also adults or senior citizens, most of them own an advanced android phones and you could see most of them pressing their phones everywhere especially in the subway. Went to the Lotte World which was like Genting or to be more similar like another version of Disneyland. Also visited the biggest palace, the Gyeongbokgung which was like the Forbidden City in China with bundles of palaces on a big piece of land. Up to the Namsan Tower or the Seoul Tower for some night view at the city, it was like The Peak Tower in Hong Kong where you could enjoy the scenery and lovebirds to have their dating sessions, most of the couples locked their paddle locks everywhere so as to witness and leave their loves for each other there, how romantic right? Wish i had locked it with Sean too, next time perhaps! Anyway, toured around Seoul city and did some shopping, from luxurious malls to cheap markets but i still think their things weren't cheap if you were to convert it back to our currency. I've spent more than my actual budget and the worst thing was that most of the banks didn't wanna accept Ringgit Malaysia for an exchange of Korean Won, it proves that how low our currency rates are! Well, the locals were not that friendly, in a way they were rude because of how they loud they could speak and how hard they could push you if you were blocking their ways. However, the food there was acceptable and most of the delicacies had their unique tastes, koreans prefer spicy food too, like a very stinging type of spiciness compared to malaysian food which are hot spicy. Not to miss out my first time experiencing snow in a winter country. Snow were shattered and got to go to the ski resort, didnt get to ski because the equipment was expensive and i went there before i headed to the airport back, lack of money and lack of time. So, should save for next time! I guess i have made a good brief summary of my trip here and i shall end the post with some pictures too!
p/s: i miss korea...

four five six

2012-01-14T09:42:00.000-08:00

Phewwww~ Back and stuck in this usual sqaure in a busy city like KL after hours of travelling all the way from South Korea to Malaysia. Have been travelling since 11p.m. on 13th January from the ski resort downhill to Seoul city to bus terminal to Incheon Airport to KL airport to Sunway to Damansara to where i am now. Well anyway, i'm gonna put things in brief since my eyes are getting heavy now. The trip was awesome and got to experience some snow for the first time. Weather back there was freaking cold, from negative degrees which could reach -12 to 30 degrees now. Imagine how different my system has to adapt to, what more my skin condition which is super dry and dehydrated now! Aikss....I'm getting lazy and i shall save the elaboration on my trip for tomorrow.
p/s: scroll for some pictures! =D

four five five

2012-01-02T07:57:00.000-08:00

Energy-less after travelling for 6 hours journey altogether today itself, day trip is never joyful but cash from dad was the main objective after all the boredom done in the same old destination with siblings, loitered around after feasting and continued chilling at starbucks plus McD, just like the same old routines on how we killed time but with an exception that Alicia was there to at least accompany us so as to reduce the boredom. Well, pictures are stored in the camera and i've totally lost my mood to transfer them here resulting from some misused words by someone who had caused this misery, like i was blaming that person for that childish liking picture act and that person had to refer me for being 'STUBBORN AS USUAL'?!! I might be a little over but you never learn, instead you backfire me more? What is this?!
p/s: As if that person isn't stubborn??!!! And it's been 3 days, still didn't wanna meet?
(YES! REFERRING TO YOU EXACTLY!)

four five four

2012-01-01T08:36:00.001-08:00

The last day of 2011 just passed and we're all moving forward to a brand new year with more blessings and joy ahead! Time to figure out some resolutions which i am not sure i can keep. My approach to the new year resolutions varies each year but certain things may remain the same which means they're not achieved in the previous years and they have been brought forward, dragged along to another year and another and another and another....Well...let me just list down the main ones:
1) Get a new phone!
2) Slim down!
3) Get fairer!
4) Good grades for every semester!
5) Achieve abundance and family prospers with good WEALTH and HEALTH!
6) Smooth and steady in relationship!
7) Travel to MORE places!

p/s: Happy New Year PEOPLE!!!

four five three

2011-12-27T08:34:00.000-08:00

Four more days to a brand new year! Time to make your confession and have new year resolutions for the days ahead. Well, I would like my family and the people around me to stay happy, blissful, good health and good wealth in the coming year 2012! Lastly, I wish to be loved always and get to travel to MORE places!
p/s: Brighter hopes ahead, less worries and minus sadness!

four five two

2011-12-23T08:04:00.000-08:00

Christmas is just around the corner but i can't feel the excitement anymore, it reaches almost zero percent of joy, reaching negative sooner. Sigh. Why is it happening all because of the excessive days i have here when everyone else is on holidays and far far away or perhaps i've just lost my mood today. Dear Santa, i wish to regain my happiness EVERY SINGLE DAY without much worries...little brother to be more obedient...in order to bring less worries to my parents.
p/s: i've no idea why am i this lifeless?!
My christmas gift years ago but still i sayang her alot, dear LUI LUI!

four five one

2011-12-22T07:17:00.000-08:00

Today is a "tong yuen" day, i just had mine. A big bowl of warm tong yuen when it's raining outside just brightened up my day, without the need to think of the worries which i really don't wanna face or don't wanna hear anymore. It just swirls around and ruins the colourful rainbow without letting it out of the circle. What can i do to fix the rainbow when the rain doesn't even wanna stop pouring? Sigh.
p/s: live your life without complaints but to have hopes, even a tiny one.

four five zero

2011-12-21T07:31:00.000-08:00

All i want for Christmas is you!
Temptation is so hard to resist no matter how hard you've tried to. How la how la??!! Can you please stop seducing me with your nice sexy slim vivid body, Samsung Galaxy S2!!! I just can't wait for the right time to get a better phone, still in great dilemma.
p/s: If only if i haven't booked my air tickets, i would be grabbing it by now...

four four nine

2011-12-20T08:02:00.000-08:00

As usual, followed mum to aerobic lesson and breakfast with parents before rolling myself with the blanket on the couch and occupied the living room all by myself while enjoying my series in that extreme cosy environment. That's right! That is what i've been doing practically during my every sem break, i wish to get a job too but...who wants to hire a part-time lazy pig like me?? Well...i just can't wait to go on a holiday and have some wonderful treats like a princess! Today is one of my close friends' birthday, Happy Birthday IKAN! Hope you have a memorable one. Just back from dinner with his family, yes! He is back, finally.....
p/s: how la all these??!!

four four eight

2011-12-18T04:01:00.000-08:00

"Frosty The Snowman!"
"Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!"
"Santa Claus is coming to town!!"
Yippie, filled with Christmas feel, into the celebration mood after watching the movie, Arthur's Christmas today. How i wish i could experience a white christmas for once, in the near future! Does Santa exist?! Can i have a box of cash under the christmas tree please? =D Well...thanks for today Demmy my love!

p/s: i wanna go to the beach and spend some time with him, only us. *imagines*

four four seven

2011-12-17T09:37:00.000-08:00

Reluctantly got up from the bed after rubbing my eyes cause of the sunlight's shining brightly which is very different from my KL room. It was only 1.15pm Fyi. Fortunately, received a long lost friend's message asking me out for a drink. Grabbed our lunch cum tea in Starbucks before headed to Overtime for a happy hour session of course! Thanks for the day because it wasn't a usual passing day and it eventually healed my sickness. And also the night out with brother and his friend. Thanks people! MYY, my day was well-spent and i made good use of it without trying to generate any negative thoughts!
p/s: Happy 30months Anniversary Boyfriend! Even if you're so far away, i'll always be here, stronger than ever!

my long lost friend, Kayla!

four four six

2011-12-16T09:35:00.000-08:00

I don't know what to type, my mind is blank but...there is a lot to express, deep inside, with so much hatred yet abundance of love...How could it be but it just happens, without you to realize, even more, and the faded anger and bitterness, the growing alienation and isolation, even to face...not a single call or text, pretty much disappointment and crushed hopes...
p/s: heartbroken is the hardest state to recover, tougher than any other sickness, the pain within is just indescribable.
Quantity of time-spent together isn't good enough than just having FAITH AND TRUST, which are most needed when you're going through any obstacles. BE STRONG...

four four five

2011-12-14T05:26:00.000-08:00

It's 3am...then it's 5.25am, keeps tickling, it's 7.15am before the sun rises...finally it's 9.30am then it turns 12.36pm. That's how many times i woke up throughout the whole sleepless night...Had been shivering and trembling while trying my best to sleep, even now i'm feeling sick. Sigh. Fever and flu please show some mercy and don't bug me for the time being. I don't have the mood to entertain you all especially when menstruation is just around the corner. I've enough worries now...Even to get up, i need to be extra careful according to the doctor; blood pressure level is damn low. Please recover soon!
p/s: i see bubbles again when my vision get blurry; or was it the sign of entering heaven?!

four four four

2011-12-13T10:15:00.000-08:00

Keeps sneezing nonstop, pulling tissues and wiping my nose, continue rubbing my eyes while grabbing the pillow blanket around me. Well...thanks to my crazy brother who set the air-cond to 17 degree celcius when outside was pouring for the whole night. I really have to kick him back to his room and confiscate the modem in order to make him stop gaming 24/7. Despite feeling unwell, i still went out to meet up with an old friend in oldtown so as to kill time. She's still her, yet more to come. IMissHim.
p/s: rain oh rain...why are you so mean yet so cosy...just like him?!!

four four three

2011-12-12T01:47:00.002-08:00

The moment that i long for, the unlimited patience that i've shown, the free time that i've been hoping for when going through all the tortures past few weeks; doesn't seem that glamorous one bit besides indulging myself with all the super good food here. The reality of satisfaction is never enough, even though how perfect it could have been, without denying, all of the statements above. It could have been better, i'm still hoping for the best that can be....Jealousy and envious towards those freaking hot models with extreme long legs in the magazines will only make myself more miserable than ever, do guys only admire chicks with those kind of figures? I wonder how many percent of men are really eyes-offed whenever they bump into their kind of 'hot-chicks' in town? Could you guys please get a life and stop making your own girls feeling miserable resulting in starving themselves just because they think THIN IS BEAUTIFUL??!! Have you ever realised that your peer influence you alot, even without you to notice that? Girls are problematic, but why do guys still find the problems and blame the girls when things are not right?! It may be someone or something that started the relation but the word 'WE' to make it last, not your friends!
p/s: i'm more forgiving of you than i really should be, perhaps to accept my own mistakes at time.

Aren't they beautiful goddesses?? Well, they're just the key attribution to those anorexia nervosa patients!! BE REAL DICKS!

four four two

2011-12-08T05:39:00.000-08:00

Last paper!!!!! I just can't wait for tomorrow, the end of the torture after all. Today's paper was a 'half-piece-of-cake'. Wheee....I'm really proud of myself for today's performance since i slacked for few hours before started pushing myself for the last minute revision yesterday midnight. Anyway, the same routine is gonna repeat itself in another 10 minutes. I'm gonna study hard and partyyyyyy harder next!
p/s: thanks for the surprise of coming to bring me out for dinner, you made my day! *touched*

The Joy Within!

four four one

2011-12-07T01:15:00.000-08:00

The Library I went was the real opposite of the library i should go; just because of a friend's birthday. Got to have some fun before burying myself again which is what i'm doing now while typing this. The notes are scattered around and i've lost my mood to proceed, that is why i'm on this page so as to relax myself. Sigh. I just csn't wait to get back home, a place where i feel 'a sense of belonging'! Yes! That's the word! The thing that i totally lack of and been struggling for so long. Please tell me that there are more ipoh friends who're coming to KL and kindly let me know that you guys are in the same situation so that we can meet and group ourselves together.
p/s; i miss my home...

four four zero

2011-12-05T07:33:00.000-08:00

In the process of swallowing and digesting all the french words into my tummy since i need them for tomorrow as well my supper for now. Gonna POOOOO everything onto the test paper tomorrow, check it out mrs.adi, from your beloved french student! Muahahaha~
Comment t'appelles tu?
Que faites vous?
Quel age as-tu?
Ou habitez-vous?
and the list goes on....
p/s: i just cant resist from looking and stalking this cuteyyy!!
My thai friend's nephew, so freaking adorable!!

four three nine

2011-12-04T06:58:00.000-08:00

Surprisingly i don't feel the anxiety at all...maybe just not yet. haha... Finals this whole week but i've passed most of the subjects based on the coursework marks. (nahh...not showing off, just feeling relieved for that but...what i aim for is definitely beyond passed alone) Well well....my weekend is well-spent, with him of course! Thanks for being there when i needed you the most. How am i supposed to go through the loneliness in the house without you being with me?! Time to get back to the notes and strive hard for the papers!
p/s: december is a lovely month, so does january! =D

four three eight

2011-12-01T18:36:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i just feel like giving up...but what holds me back is the reluctance to stop everything I've begun and the willpower to continue on. I'm not sure what more could i do nor hope for, believing in whatever you do is right and just appreciate what you have now; never expect too much and live your life to the fullest because everything you do today will 'fruit' in the future.
p/s: Happiness is temporary, so does sadness!

four three seven

2011-11-28T07:47:00.000-08:00

Just back from where i belong to~ sounds lame but i do miss the place alot especially the food and the awesome people...that's the only place that i feel so loved and boring-less! =D Stayed over at cousin's place and spent my sunday with her alone; felt so good to be back to how we used to be just like when i was still in high school, stayed with her everyday in the mansion; piano, karaoke, swimming, snacks, tv, swing in the garden, study together (she'll sleep while i study), jog, laugh, shower together(same bathroom but with boundary), listen to her loud farts(LOL), masks before sleeping, make-up, hair-do, gossips, fashion show, manicure, pedicure and all sorts of girly things that we used to do together. sigh...i miss her, i know. Now that we've grown up, things have changed. Your perfume is no longer silky girl but Burberry. Your bag is no longer barbie doll but Coach. Your watch is no longer baby-G but Guess. Your clothes are no longer power puff girls but from Topshop or Miss Selfridge. And your ipad and other gadgets that i can't own. Perhaps i should just accept the fact that you're wealthy and you've less worries in life even without putting much efforts in your education and career; i'm in the total opposite of you; i know i have to be strong and tough enough in order to achieve what i want for my future. It's unfair, This is life =)
p/s: you're always my sweetheart cousie~
(I'll never let you find out these pictures here because i know you're gonna kill me for doing this- LOL~)

four three six

2011-11-21T18:37:00.000-08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEE~
First of all, my sweetheart is here in kl with me! So So So delighted!
We brush teeth, wash face, wear pyjamas, watch series, snack out, lie on the bed, pillow talk, chat abd shop together! This feeling is indescribable minus the "attend-classes-part" Damnnn~ Anyway, how i iwish i had a sister here, like a 24/7 one so that i could do all of the above together every single day! Well, skip that first! My excitement is also on the confirmed status of my flight reservation; this coming January, KOREAAAAAA!!!! *screamsss* It's gonna be winter and it'll be my first time experiencing snow! Wow~ i just cant wait for the trip! Right now, please please please study hard and give myself a last push for finals!
p/s: i've to get straight A's again! For my dad~ =D

four three five

2011-11-16T07:24:00.000-08:00

It's weird to have this weird feeling, right now....i just feel like buying these stuffs; a white iphone 4S, a ruby pink sony walkman E Series, a red or black MNG handbag, a blue Topshop tank top which is now on 50% sale, a green DKNY Be Delicious perfume, a set of black & white Nike outfit for exercise, a purple Nike hoodie, a mini silver Coach pouch and the list goes on... if only if i were Jeffrey Cheah's successor in Sunway...i'd own all of them by now...Sometimes it's bad to loiter around branded and expensive shops when you're too free because those are just your FALSE DESIRE~
p/s: please slap me back to reality....
Had dinner with the bitches after the movie, TinTin!

four three four

2011-11-15T07:38:00.000-08:00

My heart goes Shalalalala~
Had a wonderful Papa John's dinner with him and got to spend some quality time together after so long. Met up with my friend after class and discussed about the plans and the air tickets. Gonna book the tickets within this week i hope...
*parents' permissions checked
*cash checked
*friends' confirmations checked
*methods of payment-still a headache(either walk-in or credit or debit card?)
p/s: koreaaa.....i'm coming! Wait for me~ =D

four three three

2011-11-13T07:54:00.000-08:00

Got to spend my day sweetly with a cute friend of mine. Went for a movie, Tower Heist and it's a not bad movie! Proceeded to pyramid right after mid valley. That's a pretty long opposite way. Had a feast of my craved, Sakae Sushi yummm and next round in Overtime. Thanks for the day and your ears to listen to all my grumbles people. It'll always be bright and sunny after a cloudy and rainy days; so long as we know how to be strong and keep holding on. I'm willing to take back what i'd said and sorry.
p/s: hugging makes everyone feel so loved and protected. appreciate life =)

four three two

2011-11-11T07:47:00.001-08:00

11.11.11 isn't a good day and thou shall not be remembered forever and ever!

p/s: it hurts...indeed.

four three one

2011-11-10T06:30:00.000-08:00

In the progress of preparing for french presentation tomorrow. How great?
Bonjour. Je vais presenter a ma famille.
Je viens d'une famille de cinq.
Ils sont mon pere, mere, frere aine, le frere cadet et moi.
Mon pere est strict mais attentionnee.
Ma mere est femme au foyer.
Mon frere aine travaille dans entreprise de la chaine a ipoh.
Mom jeune frere est encore etudiant au lycee.
Enfin, j'ai vingt ans.
J'aime joeur du piano quand je suis libre.
p/s: Je suis triste, Je suis profondément blessé, le temps est bientôt...

four three zero

2011-11-09T05:54:00.000-08:00

Drive-Jams-Park-Walk-Classes-Walk-Drive-Jams-Home
That's the summary of my weekdays! How boring right?!
What to do? Who ask me to stay SOOOO far away?
Anyone wants to shift into my house??
*cheap rental
*well-equipped with house utilities; kitchen, living room, dining room, queen-sized bed
*well-furnished
*tight security in the neighbourhood
*fiendly roommate
*easy-going
*nice bathroom with sliding door
*air-conditioned for the whole house
*no curfews, rules and regulations
INTERESTED???
Please contact me and move in right away! =D
p/s: i'm bored...

four two nine

2011-11-07T08:34:00.000-08:00

WELL~ I'm TWENTYYYYYY officially!!! It's just the pre-beginning of my adulthood. There's still a long long way to go. I was extremely delighted because of the people who had spent their time with me on these special days; plural because i had like 4 celebrations with 4 different groups of people during the weekend. First, T.G.I Fridays cum Zouk Cafe and Bar, Dinner at ICCC cum Secret Garden, on friday, met Pei Sun for a short while for her birthday too. Thank you SOOOO much especially my boyfriend who had given me a memorable 20th birthday ever! Besides that, i just wanna express my gratitude to my family, my aunt, my cousins and all my friends who had made my birthday a very fun and memorable one! I would like to say thank you to ALL my friends who had wished me through texts, calls and Facebook!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR REMEMBERING PEOPLE!!!
p/s: i'm seriously touched....it's MORE THAN WORDS! =)

four two eight

2011-11-03T09:49:00.000-07:00

I desperately need some beings to at least talk to me now; have not been talking for hours; not even a single word is heard from a person; am i still living? If you were to ask me this particular 'QUESTION': "who is your best friend?". I don't even know how to reply because I cant find anyone anymore...I feel neglected. Life at home is so much better, i miss talking and sharing my stuffs, my daily stories, my feelings, i've no one to share with, perhaps Blogspot could be a little helpful here, at least i know you're taking record of my everything. Thanks for being here with me though you don't understand me at all. There's always a point where you feel your life is upside down, but for the next moment when you're being taken care of, it'll be straight back to normal again.
My body has been getting worse to recover from the dizziness despite regular meals and sufficient rest. Couldn't balance myself from standing up straight during french lesson today. Struggled to walk to the toilet while my vision was getting blurry, i knew it was here again....what could have happened to me? Am i going to die soon? =(
p/s: a very special day is coming...3days away. What more can i say nor hope for.... neutrality hits me at the moment, minus excitement+deduct sorrows.

four two seven

2011-11-01T10:40:00.000-07:00

Sat for the test today and got to know the marks after 3hours of interval. It's 85 over 100 and felt pretty lucky since i did last minute revision. Anyway, just done with my French assignment on introduction of my family. Life is SOOOOOO much easier with google translate; Thankiuuu! Had a proper dinner with him and his friends just now; at least my tummy is delighted and less noise for tonight =D
As promised, I'll upload my high school pictures here, Spot the differences! hahaha~
p/s: i miss those days, with so many friends, so much joy and fun we had....

four two six

2011-10-31T10:31:00.000-07:00

It's First of November; the beginning of my favourite month of the year! It's all because a special day falls in this wonderful month every year and it's almost the end of the year which means HOLIDAYS are just around the corner! Hoping that i will not be alone and disappointed for the coming weekend, expecting a little excitement perhaps!
p/s: good luck for test tomorrow and i bought a big fountain for my garden in the sims! Hope to get everyone's help to gather the required items by tomorrow! Teehee~

I need to upload the pictures from my camera since i bought the cable! =D
The picture above is taken in pangkor and nice shot LEONG! Thankiuuu~

four two five

2011-10-30T09:41:00.000-07:00

My weekend was quite hectic; spent half of it in the car travelling from north to south just to attend bro's convo. It's tiring but worth going just to witness the-day-where-my-brother's-childhood-dream-finally-came-true! Congrats once again! I can't wait for my day too, few more years ahead. Gotta work really hard for my future. Cousin and gf just back from taiwan and i just got to eat some of the taiwanese snacks. The milk candy was yummy! =D And the movie "Love You You" was kinda touching; watched it last week with my friends before steamboat dinner. Sometimes stereotyping chinese dramas or movies may just cause you to be LESS knowledgeable; perhaps you should change your negative perceptions on asian cultures in order to fill your life with MORE colours.
p/s:If you keep letting loose your kite, don't regret if it flies far far away one day...

four two four

2011-10-28T09:42:00.000-07:00

Pheww~ finally back to ipoh again after the 2 and a half hours journey. Gonna recharge myself for tomorrow's journey to johor for bro's convo, 6+ hours altogether. Sigh. Today was kinda hectic because didn't have a slot of free time to eat, luckily got to grab some donuts before coming back to ipoh. Reached home and saw dad's new car parked in front of the house, was kinda excited. Teehee~ Crazy brother refused to let me use his laptop and had to 'curi-curi' use my big bro's one. Should have brought back my own one because i need to pick my plants, planted pineapple in the sims. That's why... One of my old buddy posted on my wall saying that she met someone who looked like the old me; perhaps the fat body, chubby face and nerd looking me back in high school with middle parting fringe and the teeth jutting out when smiling. LOL. I should post one of my last time pictures here; wait till i get to use my own laptop back in kl next week. Wheee~
p/s: should i or should i not??

four two three

2011-10-26T09:03:00.000-07:00

Thanks for accompanying me on this deepavali holiday and the movie 'what's your number?' was awesome. Unfortunately, time to get back to serious matter now. I've to force myself to do it even though i don't feel like doing it at all for now; studying the notes for tomorrow's test. Luckily it's just 6chapters and i'm sure i can scan through most of the important ones within the coming 12hours. Coffee and MORE coffee please! =D
p/s: the weird feeling is here again, no idea why. Kelly Clarkson's songs are emo.

four two two

2011-10-24T15:50:00.000-07:00

Stepped into jogoya for the second time within this month, damnnnn....no wonder my money flies, especially for unnecessary things. Went shopping in bukit bintang area with the bitch; drove all the way to kl and i'm so proud of myself for doing so. It feels like i've grown up you know why? I used to loiter around that area since 13years old when my aunt and mum often came for shoppings and now it's my turn to actually drive my car there, parked and went shopping. Such a big achievement. Well, not only that, i'm just back from sending my cousins and aunt to KLIA. And again i drove alone throughout the journey back without any guides or gps. Thank God i reached in one piece.Sadly, will be alone in the house for the week. =(
p/s: brother's convo pictures in the studio, gonna attend the ceremony this weekend. Congrats bro!

four two one

2011-10-22T10:25:00.000-07:00

Back to ipoh on friday with my thai friends and completed half of the tasks that were supposed to be done within that 24hours. Unfortunately it failed and sadly, i'd to give up on the trip. Anyway, purposely rushed and returned to kl the next day just for him; at least i wanted to spare some time with him on his special day. I hope he'd understand and appreciate what i've done so far. Happy Birthday Boyfriend! It's the third year to celebrate your birthday together. May you have a memorable one.
p/s: hope you like the gift and card =)

four two zero

2011-10-20T02:47:00.000-07:00

Wheeeeeeee~ (Guys in relationships SHOULD read this)
Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy :She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy:Well,
...for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good,
always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes
locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl
under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well..She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So,you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her and care about her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S
what happened..

four one nine

2011-10-19T02:32:00.000-07:00

The rain has gone but the weather is still gloomy here which pretty much affects my mood somehow besides having pms and back hurts till i lose my willpower to do anything right now. Presentation and role play went well today despite the lack of information part. Feeling so damn moody, i seriously have no idea why. Perhaps sweet things and dessert might help... but where to get those food when you live miles away from the civilization. Just go and roll myself with the blanket and DO NOT hallucinate so much-the best solution i guess. If only if there were guardian angels to fulfill whatever you crave and help you to achieve anything you aim for.
p/s: haagen dazs ice-cream, cupcakes chic, choco moist cakes, tiramisu,colourful macarons!! *imagines*

WISH YOU WERE HERE, AVRIL LAVIGNE
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

four one eight

2011-10-16T10:23:00.000-07:00

My weekend was well-spent, went shopping and hunted for new clothes! wheee~ satisfaction achieved but my poor little purse isn't that delighted after all. hahaha...anyway, got to save up and get my big bro a graduation gift; still considering what to get for him, right now i think he needs a girlfriend, if only if i can get him one. Any girl out there is interested with an honest, obedient son, gentleman, smart and diligent fresh grad engineer???! LOL!! Well, no harm trying to promote and publicize abit here. Anyway, gotta keep my work up-to-date and get ready to resume the semester after a week break. Get up and start runnnnnnningggggg~
p/s: my hair is wayyyyy longer now, can't wait can't wait!

four one seven

2011-10-14T02:11:00.001-07:00

Finally i have regained the mood to blog... Feels so lazy to do anything right now. Being totally abandoned by someone you can really depend on, how would you feel? Staying in the house alone here, everyone's out and busy with their own work but i'm just lazing here doing nothing...wait, actually i do have some delayed tasks to be completed within the week break, as usual procrastination and laziness ruin the plan. The Sims is getting more addictive which occupies most of my free time, sigh. I should really exit the page and get started with the assignments.
p/s: where can i go, who should i call or what else can i do here? *sigh*
How i wish i had those thin, smooth and long legs?!

I would wear EVERYTHING above knee-length =D

four one six

2011-10-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

Without hesitation, i greedily ate most of the ipoh food i've been craving for; ipoh dry curry noodles + siew yuk + egg tarts + siew pao + tau fu fa + dim sum + ais kacang cendol + assam fish + much much more rubbish! =D WHEEEEEEE~ Pounds are surrounding me? Like who cares for the time being? muahahaha... Going back to my solitary square in kl tomorrow. anyway, i'm bored and feel like going to shop...want to go out and at least buy something, aiks!
p/s: have to visit the dentist later =(

four one five

2011-10-09T09:10:00.000-07:00

First of all....i'm back in ipoh! Feeling really blissful to have my family's care and love which i lack of whenever i'm away from home. I just feel that i'm back to the place where i belong to, where everyone around me will pamper me and treat me like a princess especially my dad...*tears rolled down* Thanks for everything you have done for me, you would be the one who protects me from all the hurt and miseries, your love and care for me never fade since the day you have me. Daddy, you're always my hero! Thank you for everything! Sometimes, i just need this. Perhaps i'm just way too desperate for this and i tend to neglect others' feelings. Sometimes, you just have to bear with it because i dont have any close ones with me, someone who can really share my problems with. I just tend to release everything on you. Hereby, i would like to apologise for every wrong i have done to you. Despite all these, you should be more optimistic, life can be sweet if you try to put a little more effort, a simple thing might mean alot to someone, you can be understanding and listen to all the grumbles but you dont have to agree practically. Antagonism and pessimism will only provoke an argument. Good friends might harm you or use you but if i really treat them as one, i would do anything for them. No matter how much money, time or care i put, all because i treat them as friends. Au Revoir friends!
p/s: i believe i am strong enough to face them altogether =)

I'm willing to share with you, since i've found you. =)

four one four

2011-10-07T05:12:00.000-07:00

Received a call from my thai friend saying that she's going back to Thai while crying and telling me the problem. I really feel sorry for her, even i got affected. She has lost weight ever since she came back from bangkok. I really feel sad and pity for her. Helped her with the packing and the procedure for her withdrawal from the university. Sighh... even i feel sad for her, i've been helping her out and gonna send her to the airport tomorrow morning. I feel reluctant, i don't know how to express my feelings right now. Anyway, an old friend of mine is coming to stay for a night here with me before going back to ipoh for a week break.
p/s: at least there is a week off to re-tune my mood to be back to uni and adapt to the changes.

A very close friend of mine in sunway university since march.

four one three

2011-10-05T09:07:00.000-07:00

Jeng jeng jeng!!!
Jogoya plan checked! Let me just share my excitement here, couldn't resist myself from being greedy for my favourite japanese food, displayed in all the sections inside the restaurant. I can tell you i didn't behave well, kept hitting my friend in order to release myself when the waitress led us to our seats. Muahahaha~ Overall, it's up to my expectation but not beyond...yet. Still can improve especially the facilities, services and staffs. Alright, enough on that, i shall consider my second round with him. Wheee~~~
p/s: bought some macarons from the dessert section. They have varieties of dessert but didnt get to try them cause we were way too full! next time should eat dessert first =D
Alright, pictures for you!!!

four one two

2011-10-02T23:38:00.000-07:00

Phewwww~
Finally! I've completed the assignment and just mailed the draft to my lecturer. Life's so stressful few days before. Couldn't even sleep properly thinking about the incomplete tasks. And the car problem~ *out to repair with him* Going to eat something in order to stop my naughty tummy from growling. Jogoya plan has postponed to wednesday, so sad!
p/s: the picture below is nice! =)

four one one

2011-09-29T12:47:00.000-07:00

I've no idea why but this happens somehow, most of the lecturers pick me to be teased or be closed with. Last semester, mr.philip used to call and update me with the latest news until today, he still talks to me in fb though he has left sunway. During french lesson, mrs adi always calls my name in her very polite-french-speaking-tone and asks me to photocopy the notes for my course-mate. Besides that, english lecturer has high expectations from me and requests perfect presentations. And just now got to be closer with my impact studies lecturer ms.nani when she teased about my height and my wrong yoga positions, even my yoga instructor is starting to 'touch-my-body' more! Not trying to show off or to complain, just feel like sharing it out because i still prefer simplicity and anonymous, especially when my work load is getting higher now! =(
p/s: i dont think i've sufficient sleep these few days, 3am-7am definitely not enough!

i miss my long long hair =(

four one zero

2011-09-27T10:25:00.000-07:00

My day was pretty dull and it passed just like a routine; class-home-yoga-sleep! The best yet precise summary of any other ordinary days here. Today's Asaal's birthday and we got her a half dozen of Cupcakes Chic from Sunway Pyramid. They looked lovely and delicious! Well, one of my friends asked whether i'm interested to attend the Sunway Annual Ball which is on 7th of October. Practically, i don't think i should go cause i rather save and spend in jogoya than donating rm110 for the ball. Owh! Guess whattt? I've finished watching HIMYM season6. Gonna watch Weeds while waiting for the complete season7 to come out. Wheeeee~
p/s: Just to share some nice random pictures i found from facebook =)

That's right! It's been there all along! <3
Thanks for the call, it makes me to miss you even more...

four zero nine

2011-09-26T00:50:00.000-07:00

It is always a challenge to re-switch my joyful weekend mode back to the work-serious weekdays mode. *sigh* I'm still lazing around and being so carefree when the drafts for the assignments are due this week. Memang susah nak tanggalkan sifat malas itu lebih-lebih lagi selepas cuti hujung minggu! (WOW! my BM is still that fluent, amazing!) Went out with my high school mates yesterday and we headed for a funny local movie after an unsatisfied brunch in sushi king jusco. (the service sucks)
*couldn't change place or addition of seats
*no one to take order
*no one to serve you, all self-service
*had to wait for so long for just a simple request like getting an extra cup?
*missed my favourites; the SALMON! yummm~
*bill also had to test our patience
After that miserable brunch, rushed for the movie, Nasi Lemak! It's not bad and had fun laughing. Got one part when the scene was in the haunted mansion, i screamed when the ghost opened the eyes out of a sudden! (so malu but who cares when everyone was busy watching) Thanks for the day kawan-kawan lama! (i enjoyed my weekend very much, all because i was in ipoh, with great people)
p/s: i'm hungry and have to make my own food here. =( (jogoya dreams)

four zero eight

2011-09-24T09:54:00.000-07:00

Hoorayyy! Got to spent time with my loved ones; daddy, mummy, gor gor, sai lou, and sean today! It's like a happy family day and i'm as happy as a 2years old girl. Sometimes happiness is just that simple and easy to achieve; compared to spending a millisecond in the Kl room. (fml better still) Besides that, i've been waiting, waiting and waiting for SOOOO long and finally..... TA-DA!!!! JOGOYA HAS PROMOTIONS! My heart is like beating so damn fast right now while typing all these! Can you feel my excitement? LOL! Bumped into my piano teacher in jusco just now and we were just talking about jogoya buffet and now see see.... PROMOTION WEYYYY! =D I have been hoping for this for so long, since march 2011 when my boyfriend went without me?! (hou gor fun right?) and now the opportunity is here; SEAN KWAN YII SHEAN, BRING ME FOR THISSSSS!!! =D
p/s: pleaseeee.....

four zero seven

2011-09-22T23:55:00.002-07:00

I'm going home~
To the place where i belong~
*woot woot*
Excited to go home skipped the miserable class just to be home earlier, but he's taking his own sweet time to come. Aiks. Things to be done later when i'm home:
*bang my piano!
*lie on the couch and occupy the tv and the living room!
*jog around the field in my neighbourhood
*go pasar malam
*dim sum breakfast with family
*bully my brothers
*go shopping with mum
*let daddy pampers me =)
*renew passport
*go swimming with cousin
*belanja leong sushi cause i owe her
*eat all the ipoh food
*compensate sean's mum's birthday celebration
*visit the dentist
*bring my phone to repair
*buy camera cable
*etc...
p/s: i think i seriously need to be back soooooon. Sean, can you come faster??! =(

four zero six

2011-09-21T06:27:00.000-07:00

California girls were unforgettable, daisy dukes bikinis on top,
Sun kissed skin so hot will melt your Popsicle, oah oah oah oah~~
*listening and singing*
The solitaire bliss i have here!
Have the sudden urge to dance and shake my body dont know why, perhaps i should try since i'm ALL alone here, no one can actually see what i'm doing here. *grins*
Presentation went well despite the minor mistakes in paraphrasing certain parts; ahem!
Other than that, very close to perfect and the assessment was pretty easy; managed to perform the commands well! *proud*
Right now; catch up on other assignments and revise the abandoned french notes on that corner of my glass table!
p/s: Gotta get ready to spread my yoga mat onto the floor and get started!*woot woot*
Korea; should i or should i not?! =( *in dilemma*

four zero five

2011-09-20T08:05:00.001-07:00

WHEEEEE~ (long long)
I've finally printed out my very own booklet for the assignment, what a great satisfaction achieved! Feels like dipping myself into the melted chocolates and jumps into the marshmallows....err....wait! What am i crapping anyway, lazy to backspace...quickly type then post it and shower since i did yoga earlier. Gotta prepare for the small presentation to launch my booklet tomorrow! (nervous, just a bit cause i'm a big girl though i'm not prepared AT ALL) Wanna have a look at my booklet? Get ready for those sexy hot models thanks to the editor! *applause*
p/s: hope that everything turns out well tomorrow...

Just pictures of the background; not exactly what in my booklet, just to share... =)

four zero four

2011-09-19T07:34:00.000-07:00

Despite the boredom and loneliness, I officially declare that I SURVIVE! =) Right, no classes on monday isn't that glamorous anymore. Do you wanna see what have i done so far??! *curious for myself* Well, i had fun causing the mess on the table.
p/s: i miss arousing the p----, i mean my piano. =P cant wait to go back to ipoh!

four zero three

2011-09-18T06:54:00.000-07:00

Without realizing, time actually passes so swiftly, there goes my weekend and all i need to do now is just quickly tune back my mood into weekdays mode and get started with the delayed assignments. Alright before that, my day was well-spent. Although i'm just staying in this little square, there're alot to do. Did house chores eg; ironed my clothes, arranged my table, swept and mopped the floor, washed the bathroom while waiting! =) Out for dinner and proceeded for a movie, Johnny English! Awesome hilarious! English is stupidly smart in the movie. Lol. Thanks for the night, Happy 27months anniversary boyfriend!
p/s: demi lovato's song; skyscraper is not bad! =)

i need this! (and her body)

four zero two

2011-09-16T08:35:00.001-07:00

Spontaneously we went up the peak at midnight and came down at dawn, Genting Highlands at night can really make you feel high and 'you-dont-even-know-how-to-describe-it'! Thanks for the short escape and chin hui was a part for it too. A night to remember and i'm hungry now! =) Final decision; not going back to ipoh till next weekend. =( Should be alright because imma big girl now?!
p/s: johnny english johnny english pleaseeee....

four zero two

2011-09-14T06:13:00.000-07:00

BONJOUR!
My day started well and i assume it'll end perfectly later when i get to bed! Before that, let's start revising French notes for test tomorrow! (Je peux le faire parce que je suis génial) One assignment is down thanks to MY sacrifice on sleeping. Got to experience the fine dining in Deli today thanks to the SHTLM and cullinary students. Their service was not bad but me and my friends just couldnt resist from giggling and laughing seeing them being so formal. Not to forget the embarrassment we performed during the lunch when everyone around us was so serious and quiet. (Pressured in eating because we werent familiarized with french fine dining rules and table manners) Things that i wanna share here; french women are snobbish all because of their beauty in language, dont start speaking in english when you approach them because they'll ignore you. Best is that you speak your own dialects and they'll start talking to you in english. Smart tip from my lecturer! =) PARIS PLEASE WAIT FOR MY ROYAL ARRIVAL ONE DAY!
p/s: appreciate 'things' when you still have them and dont take things for granted! =)

four zero one

2011-09-13T08:04:00.000-07:00

Today's a disaster, was trying to complete the piles of work; serves me right since i'd procrastinated during the weekend. Not to worry, my work efficiency is high especially projects regarding English. Eyes were effing tired of browsing through journals in the library, even driving home was a torture. Anyway, got to indulge myself with good food and spent my break well with mates in the cafe and computer lab (especially the cam-whoring session) Iphone can really produce flawless pictures, just a single editing button but not to forget, it's overrated! (can see everyone around me is using it, damnnnn) Heart really aches talking about phone,in a pretty big dilemma. (repair or change?) =( I guess that's not a big issue right now, i should focus on my booklet and a little bit more to victory! Bertahan pleaseee...more coffee more coffee!!!
p/s: christina aguilera's voice is amazing!

four zero zero

2011-09-12T10:08:00.000-07:00

WHEEEE~ finally reached 400 posts! Wow...such a long long journey and i'm still active here. Today is a Monday but not an ordinary one. I realize that gummy worms are yummy! You You You! Should try some! Homesickkkk, pretty much! Happy Mooncake Festival mum and dad and brothers! =) Anyway, i really have to push myself for the incomplete tasks and there are LOTS to do! And guess what? I notice that my hair has grown ABIT LONGEER! Wow!!! Can't wait for it to reborn! *Woot woot*
p/s: Thankssss!! =) Sorry, today is a bit hyper i know. Well, thanks to Yoga! It helps, to release stress!

three nine nine

2011-09-09T09:03:00.000-07:00

One...two...and now three! OMGGGG?!! Currently having a serious headache. How am i supposed to get them done by end of this month? 3 in a row now. Save me! Should i start no.1 or no.2 first? Well anyway, i wanna watch Johnny English after watching the trailer. I feel like getting the first one too before watching the reborn one. =D
p/s: i'm craving for mcflurry now. =D

three nine eight

2011-09-07T08:53:00.000-07:00

I am blogging! =)
p/s: just got back from dinner with him and his friends. Time for series! BYEEE~

three nine seven

2011-09-05T08:36:00.000-07:00

Back in kl, the room alone kind of thing again. No more holiday mood and gonna resume my studies...the delayed homework and photocopy those notes. Sigh. Oh yea! Things to be happy about; he drove down a car and finally get to fetched by him, no need to travel to his place ALONE! =D Bought Cleo and found this Guess Glamour Goddess Watch is super glamorous; Dress to kill with an adventurous timepiece that does all the flirting. Anyone kind enough to get me one? Only $95 which is equivalent to less than rm300. HEEE =P Recent interest in dressing myself; combining denim with blouse and killer heels and add the right simple accessories, should be alright i guess but...where to?! Not to attend classes with those since have to walk all the way from the parking lot which is like miles away from my uni entrance. AIKS! Anyway, the oven is heated and time for some baking again. Goodnight peeps!
p/s: lazy lazy lazy~

three nine six

2011-09-02T08:26:00.000-07:00

And finally, i'm back! Pheww...such an exhausted trip and did alot of eating and walking. Well...pictures still cant be transferred into my laptop since the cable is nowhere to be found and i've been searching for a cheaper-new-one from all those electronic shops yet only Sony has that type, so no choice but to let rm179 fly away just for that tiny mini cable. Dammnnn....and my phone...*sigh* is still a big headache.
p/s: i feel like owning an ipod but the phone is trying to ruin my plan. =(
"i was wondering if you miss me when i was away?"

three nine five

2011-08-30T10:12:00.000-07:00

The same old feeling is striking me again, aiks! Feels so reluctant to leave for the trip, even though it's a shorter period this time. It feels like i'll miss alot when i'm not around for the next 3days. Sigh. Anyway, this time is at least better, with my family, not a solitaire journey. I'll be okay.
p/s: hey! it's time for my SA-WA-DEE-KA Thailand trip again! Welcome to my blog, Hat Yai! till then...

three nine four

2011-08-27T09:40:00.000-07:00

Wheeeee~ i'm so delighted and i feel that i'm still like a kid, imagine entering a shop which sells so much candies, marshmallows, lollipops, bubble gums, sweets, cotton candies... It's undeniable that they can really bring happiness to you, even though i'm far beyond my childhood stage. My cousin is here in kl and she just bought me our favourite snacks, THE JAGABEE!!! I still remember we ate dozens of it in Hong Kong. I miss eating it! Anyone wants to try?! Can reserve and bring back some to ipoh. Changed of plans, going back to ipoh only on Monday since my family is coming down.
p/s: yum yum!

three nine three

2011-08-24T09:37:00.001-07:00

This will gonna be a SHORT and BRIEF one! Went for classes before the-tropicana-mall-outing-with-lyn lyn. Signed the insurance for all the female related diseases coverage, it's a great deal and got the cheapest plan among all from my pocket money...gotta accept that 34.17bucks will fly away from my account every month till i reach 70years old. Damnnnn!! BUT....i can always get back my money whenever i want to end it, an extra saving perhaps. (provided that lyn doesnt cheat my money) muahaha... Anyone wants to know more about the insurance plan especially for all the beautiful ladies out there, feel free to enquire ME! Went to MidValley next and had a nice-expensive-chinese-dinner with my lover and lyn! YUMMM~ (at least i dont have to starve at home alone) Wheeee~
p/s: gotta sleep now and get ready for my first french class tomorrow! goodnight peeeps!

three nine two

2011-08-23T10:08:00.001-07:00

Saw this really interesting from the Facebook. Check it out GUYS!
45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to... her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her. (err...i dont think the guy should sit on the girl, should be the other way)

p/s: You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ?! These simple things could really mean alot.

three nine one

2011-08-23T08:50:00.000-07:00

Depression may be described as feeling sad, blue, unhappy, miserable, or down in the dumps. Most of us feel this way at one time or another for short periods.
True clinical depression is a mood disorder in which feelings of sadness, loss, anger, or frustration interfere with everyday life for weeks or longer.
This is a serious matter and for those who suffer from depression are allowed to take leave anytime. Wow! This is really cool in other countries doesnt it?
Anyway, classes are boring but new lecturers are a bit better, at least they know how to crack a joke/some jokes?! Still looking forward to something better...fees are fully waived this semester due to the scholarship and some bursary thing which is a GREAAAT thing! Can save some cash for rainy days...
p/s: just did yoga at home..feeling so much lighter.. =)

three nine zero

2011-08-21T23:26:00.000-07:00

Hey! Well i'm back in Kl, staying in the room ALONE as usual...hectic life resumes here but not today, starting tomorrow. Anyway, only 5 miserable days here and i'll be back to ipoh again for raya break. Haha...
p/s: Lives of omission is my current series!
Not a single text as usual.

three eight nine

2011-08-19T03:39:00.000-07:00

Lulala Lulala Lulalaley~
Lula Lula...Lulalulaley!
Lulala Lulala Lulalaley~
Lula LuLA...
LULALEY!!!
Just a little way to express myself... YIPPPIEEEE!!! hahaha... sorry for the overwhelming happiness! i just cant stop smiling even after i've logged out from the results page. Hard work has finally paid off! Thankiuuuuu!!! *jumps around*
Time to celebrate before leaving back to Kl...
p/s: last day to attend aerobic lesson here...thanks mum! i enjoyed it so far! will join again next sem break!

three eight eight

2011-08-15T11:40:00.001-07:00

p/s: it involves both parties...

three eight seven

2011-08-13T11:27:00.000-07:00

Hereby, i officially declare that my long-craving-desire has finally achieved TODAY (13.08.11) Such a memorable date to remember! A great-huge achievement! Should really give myself an applause for having the courage to chop off my long hair which was with me throughout the years. I didnt know i could be that brave! muahahaha... But sadly, i regret for what i've done, all because of my abrupt impatience at that period of time. LOL! Anyway, it will grow...
p/s: it's not that bad geh...i still need some time to accept.. muahahaha~

three eight six

2011-08-12T07:27:00.000-07:00

Well, it's time for an update after so long. I dont have any idea on how to start this,perhaps just a brief outline of a little bit of everything that has happened. Met up with my ex-colleague, pei sun on Thursday and out for the sixth form class gathering at goodtimes restaurant. Well, it's a bliss to touch up with each other and get updated after 8 whole months, the usual questions swirled around; 'which uni you got and where?', 'what course they offer you?', 'what are your plans/decisions?', 'when are you leaving?' and etc. Next, went for a swim with my sweetheart before proceeded for her favourite MCD meal and karaoke session in ICCC with xuin and her friends too. Headed to Genting and down to KL with parents the next day. Met up with him for a movie in pavilion after so many days of not seeing each other, felt blissful to have you to hold hands with while loitering in bukit bintang.(Captain America is pretty awesome, especially Chris Evans's body!)Joined my parents and the rest for a drink in La Bodega *skipped* Went to Pangkor with leong. Glad that she still remember what she has promised and thanks for the trip! (you'll read this i'm sure, Thank you so much and please forget about the snoring part!) and now, Home-sweet-home! Gotta utilise my remaining days in ipoh before leaving again...
p/s: i've this weird indescribable feeling again...imagine; it feels so good to lie down on the sand, admiring stars while listening to the water splashing off the shores, 'satisfaction is easier to achieve, unlike perfection!'

class gathering.

pei sun.

my parents are still so sweet~

us in the cinema~

my sweetheart~

genting view.

=) Thanks!

three eight five

2011-08-03T08:27:00.000-07:00

Wheee~ Raindrops keep falling on my head! It's still raining outside, i'm back here, lazing around. I feel like cutting my hair shorter out of a sudden, actually it's an-old-plan-which-failed-since-who-knows-when-cause-i-said-it-million-times-before! I dont dare to take that risk? what if i dont look nice with short hair? aiks.. too much to consider since my face is round and chubby! =( Sometimes, i like my slightly brownish silky long hair with a little waves especially after washing it with extra nice dove shampoo smell! But you know, sometimes i also envy of those who have short hair which project them to be more confident-easy-going-yet-gorgeous-looking! I like long hair but short hair is easier to manage especially the hair drying part. (Actually i'm just lazy to blow dry my hair) Someone should create a type of chemical which is able to dry long hair within one minute cause i get really fed up of using my hair dryer for at least 15mins every day. HELP ME!
p/s: i seriously need a new hairstyle...these arent that short right? maybe i should give it a try?!

i tried cropping my long hair! Not that bad i guess....

three eight four

2011-08-02T09:34:00.000-07:00

What a pity here?
I wonder if you could tell me whether it is acceptable...
*to tolerate a patient?
*to take good care of a patient?
*to show some sympathy?
*to stop putting sarcasm into the conversation?
*to stop being straight forward which may hurt someone's feeling indirectly?
*to eliminate sensitive words and phrases?
*to ban the way you put things together and direct them to me which i seriously HATE it?
*to limit your entertainment and balance out your time for something more beneficial?
*to try to understand the situation from another angle before reasoning/fighting back blindly?
*to fulfill your promises which were made ages ago?
*to be less carefree on every single thing i've said?
*to at least say goodbye before you end a conversation?
p/s: don't ever make any promises which are uncertain to anyone because they might be a great disappointment in the end....

three eight three

2011-08-01T07:47:00.000-07:00

Guess what? I'm sick...which is expected because of... yea...so... Today went for aerobic classes for twice, morning and day since i was free. Showered right after perspiration and it made my flu worse. I feel like chopping off my nose right now. Have been wrapping dozens of 'wantan'. =D
p/s: Loves and cares are most needed at this period of time. I dont understand...I just need some concerns, not insisted for messages or replies. sigh.

three eight two

2011-07-31T09:38:00.000-07:00

Wheeeeee~ My weekend's awesome, skipped the weekdays cause i just lazed at home most of the time. Oh ya?! Went out for dinner and karaoke with lyn lyn, siew lingling and kai ling on thursday. Got to touch up on each other after so long. Not to forget, met up with MYY for lunch too recently. Feels so good to have friends to keep in touch with.(finding more) As promised, weekend's reserved for him and it was great minus the part that he's sick. Out to voodoo for his friend's function on friday night and they had like FOUR buckets of beers. Hmmm...so yea, that's all i guess. Till then.
p/s: please take care and get well soon!

three eight one

2011-07-27T09:18:00.000-07:00

My day was pretty busy, got up early and out for breakfast with parents before going to the dentist. Spent my time at aunt's house with the piano and a cup of coffee. Such a great indulgence! Followed mum to her aerobic class, gonna follow her for a month since she's enrolled me for the classes. At least there're some planned itinerary for this semester break. Sigh. I dont understand why guys can't live without games? They can forget about everything including their gfs when they're too into the games. What a pity? Get a life please...
p/s: this really test my patience and i'm still waiting for the reply. How sad?!

three eight zero

2011-07-26T09:39:00.000-07:00

Alright! SAWADEEKA~ SABADI MAI?! I'm back from my one-week-around-thailand! Had a really good opportunity to experience thai cultures and lifestyles within that entire week. My journey began from kl to pattani to songkhla to hatyai to pattaya to bangkok and back to kl and to ipoh once i've reached the airport. The trip was amazing,accompanied by awesome people,from what i've seen so far, thai people are really hospitable and friendly. Wherever you go, they'll greet you no matter you're just a stranger to them. This really amazed me and they could just come around and offer to help whenever you're i need. (witnessed by myself in an incident in songkhla) Anyway, let me summarize the whole trip in short. Pattani is an under-developed-city which is also a dangerous zone in south thailand. I got to take pictures of real soldiers and army and real snipers!! Songkhla is a relaxing city nearby the sea and famous for seafood. I had a really good seafood treat back there. Hatyai is abit like ipoh city, it's a more civilized and more tourist arrivals. Pattaya is a famous beach nearby bangkok, one and a half hour drive. It's a relaxing city with many shows and tourist attractions. Visited and toured around pattaya for its natures and farms. And lastly, bangkok is a metropolitan city and the massive traffics are really a big headache, imagine i caught in the traffic jammed for more than 2hours. Aikss...but one great thing, bangkok is a shopping paradise, a cheap and affordable one indeed! My tourism lecturer is right, KL is NOTHING compared to Bangkok after all! Anyway, i hope i could see more than what i've seen so far. There're more to come i'm sure! People, go out to see the other parts of the world if you have the chance now because you wouldnt know what will happen tomorrow.
p/s: i've learnt alot by travelling and i hope to learn MOREEEE~ =D
(pictures will be uploaded soon since i misplaced my camera cable, need time to search for it)

ALL my Thai Friends in Pattaya!

three seven nine

2011-07-15T08:58:00.000-07:00

Finally, finals over which means my first semester break starts and i've got 37days in total. What am i gonna do for the upcoming days? Anyway, will be leaving for Thailand in less than 3hours from now. I cant sleep. =( I don't know why, i feel so reluctant to leave malaysia. i miss home, i miss my family, i miss my friends and most importantly, i miss him. You're the last person i met before i leave and i cant wait for the day you come to pick me up from the airport again. Sigh. Just for a week, stay strong!
p/s: bye for a week! take care bloggie!

three seven eight

2011-07-13T05:15:00.000-07:00

HOORAYYY!! It's coming to an end soooon! It's time to start packing up my luggage tomorrow! Just secured my return air ticket flying from Bangkok back to KL! Can't wait to shop till i drop again! Anyway, sent my phone to repair, didn't know it'd be that costly, that fella said it's better be prepared to get a new phone since it wont last after repairing. AIKSSS.... *heartaches* Tomorrow's paper is manageable i guess...
p/s: one episode before revision ok?! =)

I want this! *stomach's growling*

three seven seven

2011-07-12T07:23:00.000-07:00

Great satisfaction achieved today! Ate a big plate of rice+fried egg and durian for dessert! Was craving so badly and currently experiencing overloaded-intakes-of-calories! The graph of food intake has drastically boomed upwards whereas the graph of revising IT has plunged to zero, almost negative. Damnnnn.... feels so bloated and regret of eating like a pig these few days. Stress-nya!
p/s: I'm gonna conquer and rule over you IT monster!!!

three seven six

2011-07-11T08:31:00.000-07:00

First day of exam, YAY! Business English wasn't that tough, managed to answer it well. Rushed to replace a new car battery right after exam and now, phone is spoilt. (imagine the charger plug came out from my phone when i unplugged it just now) Damnnnn.... So many of my things damaged these few days, AIKS! What a bad sign to start with on the first day of my exam week! Anyway, take it as a challenge and i'm pretty sure i can overcome all of the obstacles! BE STRONG! In the progress of swallowing the 600 pages-thick-book! =D Wish me luck!
p/s: sorry for the syok sendiri post, when i get too stressed up, i'll just S-M-I-L-E at the camera! =D

three seven five

2011-07-10T07:32:00.000-07:00

Back from Ipoh, never miss the same old routines for the weekend when i was back to my hometown.
*Banged on my piano in my own space at home, played all my favourite songs.
*Dinner at home which was so awesome when everyone finally got to reunite.
*Out to the night market(pasar malam) for snacks, yum yum~
*Went swimming with my little sweetheart cousie
*Ate every types of food which i craved for, dad and mum will surely get for me =)
*Dim Sum for breakfast on Sunday morning and shopping after that.
*Got to sleep on my own comfy bed in a pinky princess-sy room.
*Lazed on the sofa and occupied the tv for the whole afternoon, Yuhoo~
p/s: Life can be as sweet as sugar sometimes... =)

three seven four

2011-07-09T07:23:00.000-07:00

You should be sensible and conscious enough to identify your problems by now.
You should be ambitious to hope for a brighter future which will assure of everything and everyone.
You should not look down on yourself which will make everyone thinks that you're useless resulting from how you look at yourself every single time.
You should cut down on entertainments and be certain of your education path.
You should make a change in order to succeed in future.
Lastly, You should not disappoint anyone again and again.
p/s: it's time to proof and clarify the failures and sadness.

three seven three

2011-07-07T02:57:00.001-07:00

I'm bored and feeling so lifeless. Suppose to study, revise and study but then again i've been procrastinating here. Final decision; i'm going back to ipoh tomorrow and please discipline myself to r-e-v-i-s-e at home! Anyway, transformers was awesome but a little draggy.
p/s: going to read the boring IT notes, save me.

three seven two

2011-07-04T00:07:00.001-07:00

My weekend was spent entirely in kl and thanks for the only one no other than him who went through with me, thank god i wasn't alone for the past 3days. This week's gonna be my study week before finals. Ughh...feels so reluctant to do anything right now. Does a visit to ipoh help i wonder?! Should i or should i not go back on thursday? Will i study if i get back? *sigh*
p/s: i'm so lazy, even to get up from this bed and go to the toilet... =D

three seven one

2011-06-30T07:20:00.000-07:00

Just had my dinner; let's see what i've eaten (a bunch of rubbish); heong piah, granola bars, yogurt, tom yum, soya milk. My tummy is filled with JUNKS i know but what to do, was craving for food just now, eating while fantasizing SOOO much! One bite of heong piah equals to one bite of carl's jr burger, one bite of granola means a bite of KFC crispy drumstick, a bowl of instant tom yum equals to the real KOH SAMUI TOM YUM soup. LOL! My mind kept thinking about food today, i've no idea why. haha...
p/s: i shall brush my teeth and get the retainer on in order to stop eating for tonight. =D

three seven zero

2011-06-29T09:54:00.000-07:00

My textbook is widely opened on the table next to my laptop ready to be used but...my eyes and mind are here busy typing all these. Haha...Just uploaded some pictures which were taken today into my facebook. Went to Asia Cafe with friends before attending our last IT lecture! WHEE~ anyway, today's a rainbow day i would say. Mixture of colours = feelings! I seriously have no idea why someone could be that problematic even though you did nothing at all, God please 'slap' and wake her up for me! Anyway, thank you Thai FRIENDS for the loitering part after lectures, i do appreciate ALOT for making me to feel better after that shit. I need to start studying, in a serious way.
p/s: stop typing and utilise the notes next to you CKT!!!

three six nine

2011-06-28T05:38:00.001-07:00

Today's a happy day, filled with laughter, laughter and laughter, whether in class or out of class,and walking to the car-park as well! Thanks for today friends! You guys have completed my days with happiness! Staying home alone as usual and have been coping well with the loneliness for now and to be continued...
p/s: i need outdoor activities, anyone?!

three six eight

2011-06-27T08:54:00.000-07:00

Done with the Bali Island presentation for tomorrow! No more presentation for this semester! YUHOO~ Gonna finish up the assignments and i'm freeee....... to study for finals. =(
p/s: damn...sleepy now, gotta sleep now and wake up early to study! Goodnight peeps!

Bali...i'll visit you one day!

three six seven

2011-06-26T10:09:00.000-07:00

Just back from ipoh and gonna continue my hectic life here. *LET OUT A BIG LONG SIGH* Everything's back to normal and i'm ALLLL alone here as usual. I feel like shifting out, seriously...I need to talk to people since i've not been talking to anyone for hours (have been staying at home since *$#$^&^%#@$ i forgot how long ago) I'll die of boredom and loneliness if this continues.
p/s: itu boyfriend sedang bersuka ria dengan kawan sedangkan gf-nya lonely like hell. Life is unfair i know, everybody knows. =(

three six six

2011-06-22T07:43:00.000-07:00

I am......BOREDDDDD!!!!
Anyone save me pleaseeee?! I feel like going out but i'm lazy to drive, I'm hungry but i'd already brushed my teeth and retainer's on(lazy to take out), I still have got one more presentation to prepare for next week but i'm still procrastinating here, I'm looking at the screen here but my mind flies to somewhere else, I wanna go out for a drink but i don't know who to call, i've got some series here but i'm not sure which to watch, I feel like lying down onto my bed but i'm lazy to move my laptop from here... Aiks...super free for nonsense i know. WHAT TO DO when you're TOOOOOO free?!!
p/s:aiks... i feel like eating tiramisu cake by sean's mum now. HMMMM~~ *craving*